true love falied me yet again

this time started like all the others. wtf? i find it frustrating that you are the one who initiated our last reunion, and our last breakup. my love for you wavers, but never comepletely. is this the last time? im no longer convinced of anything. last time i thought it was the last till late one night you had ryan call and leave me cryptic messages about how much in love you are with me. i miss you. two days ago i was thinking of leaving you, but now that you've gotten there first, i dont know what to do with myself. how cruel of you to end it in the middle. before my love for you has faded. i would of stood by you forever. hah, you know why im writing this here? because i destroyed everything else i had of you. your t-shirt. your sweater. your letters. i love you more then i ever had anyone else. to some, it may seem like you treat me badly. but.. i dunno. they take for granted that im not a vindictive bitch. wich to be honest, i kinda am. nobody leaves me the way you did. im coming for you, baby. and you wont know what hit you.